A few days ago I was in my mum’s car missing someone I loved dearly, very randomly. I was asking myself why didn’t act in some ways to make him think I was good enough for him to want to be by my side. I was sitting in the car thinking “What if I played hard to get? What if during the times he ignored me, I also did the same and never called back or picked his calls after a long time?”

I was thinking maybe, that would have made him think through his actions and consider that truly I was the one for him. BUT SUDDENLY THE NEW ME GAVE THE OLD PITIFUL AND DESPERATE ME A VERY BIG DIRTY SLAP !!

Then I became angry at the foolish thoughts and these are the conclusions I drew from the foolish way I was thinking.

• Can I not have someone who wouldn’t mind calling me everyday without putting me through that emotional stress of wondering why he wont call me and drawing conclusions thereof that I am not special enough?

• Why do I give a mere man so much power over me for me to be sitting and thinking why he wont call when God has never once ever in my life stopped calling me?

It matters so much much to me now to not worry over neglect because I have truly never been neglected. It is one of the most freeing feelings ever to understand that truly you are good enough and deserve nothing less than better or best, should you have to be in a relationship whether romantic or not.

BE AT PEACE BECAUSE GOD TRULY LOVES YOU AND HAS ALL ASPECTS OF YOUR LIFE YOU THINK DON'T EVEN MATTER COVERED!!

So to all the bad experiences that you seem to want to compromise your peace of mind for, tell yourself "I DESERVE BETTER BECAUSE GOD HAS PREPARED BETTER AND BEST FOR ME." His love is true love and that IS and should forever be the standard!!